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Friday, December 12th, 2003
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3:03 am - Sometimes I wonder..
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No one knows you better than yourself. Only you know your darkest secrets and what you're most ashamed of. Thats why you're always your worst critic. Knowing that, sometimes I wonder....why do I still have friends or am I happy being me?
But you know what? We're all human, if we were all perfect, then we'll all be the same. No sense of individuality. Just clone replicas of everyone else. SOunds like a ton of fun...not. Someone will always be better. Someone will always be worse. When you reach the top, you will have to fight to stay up there. A record can alwasy be broken. Someone will come along and knock it down. But its no use comparing yourself to others because in the end, who will be there with you till your dying day? Yourself. People will come and go but in the end, you're going to have to face yourself. Everyone is capable of different things. Its when you take advantage of what you're good at and what you're capable of that you really succeed. Not beating someone else.
For myself, I tend to reflect upon where I am, what I have done, and wish that I didn't slack off that one..two..three..fifty times and did what I was suppose to do. But past is passed. Present is now..and future is what you make of it. Thats what someone said sometime ago..and its true. So whats the point of this? haha..somewhere along the way I got lost and forgot. What I wanted to say was that, despite the horrible side of me that I know oh too well, I'm glad theres also a good side of me to balance it. I can dwell on the fact that I suck and stuff or I can try and make use of my good side. Wow..there was a point to all of this. It all ties in. Must be the holy spirit kicking in here.
I'm happy to share in all your happiness. I'm happy to also share in your pains and sadness. I love the fact that you guys trust me enough to share these things with me. Its at those times when someone comes to me to talk or just to figure things out, to seek advice, to vent, just to kill time, or just for the sake of speaking, that makes me realize that this is what friends are for. We don't just accept a person only when they are at the top, happy, and successful. But we accept them when they are not at their best. When they are fallen and need a hand getting up. And thats why I still have friends. Because I'm willing to lend a hand and ask for one when I need it. Because I'm being a friend to others. Thats why despite all the horridness in me, theres still people that call themselves my friends. Sorry to drag on like this but I'm happy to hear you guys out. I'm glad to enjoy laughs, tears, and anger. Because truly..thats what friends are for.
current mood:  dorky
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| Thursday, November 20th, 2003
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7:27 pm - Lo siento pero...
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This journal is now...
For my Mandarin- and Cantonese-speaking friends: 對不起,這裡是朋友專用區. if its grammatically wrong..go yell at Kelvin.
For my Spanish-speaking friends: Lo siento pero mi diario es
Amigos Solamente.
(Rest of the languages will be coming soon as soon as I contact Fumi, Andrew, Alice..)
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| Thursday, September 4th, 2003
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2:02 am
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You are Xianghua -
You're used to people telling you that you're cute because you simply are!
Your love for beauty and all things social makes you a positive force amongst any group of people.
Although you may seem delicate and fanciful on the outside, you're a lot stronger than people
think you are. Purity, inner strength, and a sense of aesthetics is what makes you Xianghua.
Which Soul Calibur character are you?
this quiz was made by david park
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| Friday, August 29th, 2003
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8:43 pm - Leaving tomorrow..
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1:31 am - I love audrey..and elizabeth is cool
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| Friday, August 22nd, 2003
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11:23 pm
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3:20 pm - uck
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no offense to caitlin but i don't like eddie jin..then today i found out he was born on the exact same day as me. What the... Ick..its sick to share my birthday with a guy like him.
Okay, he's not that bad..but he's horrible. enough said.
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| Wednesday, August 20th, 2003
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12:18 am
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| Tuesday, August 19th, 2003
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5:04 pm - stories to keep up with
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| Wednesday, August 13th, 2003
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6:21 pm
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"The Heart"
"Tomorrow morning," the surgeon began, "I'll open up your heart..."
"You'll find Jesus there," the boy interrupted...
The surgeon looked up, annoyed "I'll cut your heart open," he continued, "to see how much damage has been done..."
"But when you open up my heart, you'll find Jesus in there," said the boy.
The surgeon looked to the parents, who sat quietly. "When I see how much damage has been done, I'll sew your heart and chest back up, and I'll plan what to do next."
"But you'll find Jesus in my heart. The Bible says He lives there. The hymns all say He lives there. You'll find Him in my heart."
The surgeon had had enough. "I'll tell you what I'll find in your heart. I'll find damaged muscle, low blood supply, and weakened vessels. And I'll find out if I can make you well."
"You'll find Jesus there too. He lives there."
The surgeon left.
The surgeon sat in his office, recording his notes from the surgery, "...damaged aorta, damaged pulmonary vein, widespread muscle degeneration. No hope for transplant, no hope for cure. Therapy: painkillers and bed rest. Prognosis: "here he paused, "death within one year." He stopped the recorder, but there was more to be said. "Why?" he asked aloud. "Why did You do this? You've put him here; You've put him in this pain; and You've cursed him to an early death. Why?"
The Lord answered and said, "The boy, My lamb, was not meant for your flock for long, for he is a part of My flock, and will forever be. Here, in My flock, he will feel no pain, and will be comforted as you cannot imagine. His parents will one day join him here, and they will know peace, and My flock will continue to grow."
The surgeon's tears were hot, but his anger was hotter. "You created that boy, and You created that heart. He'll be dead in months. Why?"
The Lord answered, "The boy, My lamb, shall return to My flock, for He has Done his duty: I did not put My lamb with your flock to lose him, but to retrieve another lost lamb."
The surgeon wept. The surgeon sat beside the boy's bed; the boy's parents sat across from him. The boy awoke and whispered, "Did you cut open my heart?"
"Yes," said the surgeon.
"What did you find?" asked the boy.
"I found Jesus there," said the surgeon.
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6:10 pm - GOlf
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Moses and Jesus were in a threesome playing golf one day. Moses pulled up to the tee and drove a long one. The ball landed in the fairway, but rolled directly toward a water hazard. Quickly Moses raised his club, the water parted and it rolled to the other side, safe and sound. Next, Jesus strolled up to the tee and hit a nice long one directly toward the same water hazard. It landed right in the centre of the pond and kind of hovered over the water. Jesus casually walked out on the pond and chipped the ball onto the green. The third guy got up and randomly whacked the ball. It headed out over the fence and into oncoming traffic on a nearby street. It bounced off a truck and hit a nearby tree. From there, it bounced onto the roof of a shack close by and rolled down into the gutter, down the drain spout, out onto the fairway and straight toward the aforementioned pond. On the way to the pond, the ball hit a stone and bounced out over the water onto a lily pad, where it rested quietly. Suddenly a very large bullfrog jumped up on a lily pad and snatched the ball into his mouth. Just then, an eagle swooped down and grabbed the frog and flew away. As they passed over the green, the frog squealed with fright and dropped the ball, which bounced right into the cup for a hole in one.
Moses turned to Jesus and said, "I hate playing with your Dad."
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| Tuesday, August 12th, 2003
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1:35 pm - haha I love this Haiku!
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I honestly posted this..yet it doesn't show up..so im posting it again.in case..the other one never shows. But this is awesome. haha.
current mood:  happy
current music: Classical - Bach pachelbel - canon in d major - Techno remix
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1:01 pm
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| Monday, August 11th, 2003
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12:36 am
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| Sunday, August 10th, 2003
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5:59 pm
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3:27 am
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| Saturday, August 9th, 2003
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12:21 pm
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You are Sora. Happy, fun-loving, courageous, and
committed. You love your friends to a fault,
and would do anything to guaruntee their
safety. Your undying compassion gives you a
beautiful aura, and people are constantly
attracted to you. If something is wrong, you'll
search to the ends of all worlds to find the
answer. You are sometimes clumsy and rush into
things, but if ever in trouble, your loving
friends will be there to back you up.
In-depth Kingdom Hearts Personality Quiz
brought to you by Quizilla
( another quiz )
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| Monday, August 4th, 2003
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11:26 pm - Phone number
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In Readers' Digest a mother told an amusing story that illustrateds how community can provide protection in relationshiops. One evening this women and her husband went with friends to the restaurant where their teenage daughter, Misty, was working, as a waitress. A man at a nearby table, who was probably fifteen years older than Misty, began flirting with her. She ignored his request for her phone number, but he persisted. Finally she stopped what she was doing and leveled her gaze at him. "Do you see that man?" she said, motioning toward her father. The patron turned in her parents direction. "Thats my dad," Misty continued. "We have the same phone number. If you want it, get it from him."
[Taken from Joshua Harris' Boy meets girl]
current mood:  giggly
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| Thursday, July 31st, 2003
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2:55 pm
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[ Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<img [...] queen"">') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.] <img src="http://images.quizilla.com/F/fairytalesaredead/1050450951_CMyDocumentsis.jpg" border="0" alt=""Rx Queen""><br>You are "Rx Queen". You are adored by<br>those who love you, despite your perpetual<br>cruelty. No matter how many times you hurt<br>your loved ones, they keep coming back for<br>more. Good for you, shame on them. <br><br><a href="http://quizilla.com/users/fairytalesaredead/quizzes/Which%20Deftones%20song%20do%20you%20relate%20to%20most%3F/"> <font size="-1">Which Deftones song do you relate to most?</font></a><BR> <font size="-3">brought to you by <a href="http://quizilla.com">Quizilla</a></font> |
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| Wednesday, July 30th, 2003
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2:42 pm
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Oh dear me. (Swoon.) You're Will Turner. Both a
lover and a fighter, you'll defend friends to
the end and go to the edge of the earth for
love, in addition to being quite handy with hot
rods. Heh, rods. Anyway, you fear nothing but
can still have a good time every now and then.
Cheers.
What character from Pirates of the Caribbean are you? - NEW. IMPROVED.
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Well well..i got the cute one..how nice..hehe
Mmmm, very good taste. You are meant for
everyone's favorite heroic
"blacksmith", Will Turner. You're
into the whole upstanding good-boy bit, at
least most of the time. Now be careful of his
hat, it's quite important to him.
Who's Your Pirates of the Caribbean Love Match?
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whoa...again..him again? I totally did not rig this.
Gosh golly gee - you are our favorite pure-hearted
lovers, Elizabeth Swann and Will Turner.
You're a classicist, liking the finest in all
things and seeing the best in people. Makes
you a great friend, but sometimes you do end up
nearly drowning/getting bled to death for what
you believe in.
What couple from Pirates of the Caribbean are you most like? (w/ PICS!)
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haha..this is interesting...
current mood:  bored
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